I feel sad to propagate Your knowledge without implementing it. How should I deal with this Swami?

[Shri Bharath Krishna asked: I used to be very straight forward while talking to people thinking that I am expressing my genuine feelings. Now I am realizing that what I thought was a genuine feeling is actually fake. A lot of hypocrisy is there in my thought process which I even didn't know so far. My mind is a big mess. As I learn Your knowledge, all of my hypocrisy is being exposed continuously. It makes me feel very sad and feel guilty. It makes me feel like being silent is the best way of living.

Even if someone asks a doubt and if I remember the answer to that question or doubt given by You, I try to share with them. But whenever this happens, usually I am explaining something which I myself am not implementing. It’s very easy to speak but it’s very hard to implement. Even this makes me feel very sad at times. How should I deal with this Swami?

I will keep trying to express my thanks to You by doing Karma Yoga. Infinite thanks for showing me a way and also giving me an opportunity to express my thanks. Your defective servant, bharath krishna.]

Swami replied: - Even if you are unable to implement the knowledge, you have every right to teach it to others so that they will implement it in case they have capability of implementation. While you go on teaching a concept to others, the concepts get strengthened during the process of propagation and one day you will be able to implement it. Hence, propagation of true knowledge is good irrespective of your personal implementation.

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